Heart Broken - 5 min. of Valentines day writing...

Did you ever feel so all alone...
Does your heart ever cry, just aching for a home...
Do you ever wish you had never been born...
Have the choices you've made caused devastating grief untold...

It's sometimes hard to clearly see...
Sometimes it's so hard I can barely breathe...
My life is all mine, from the choices that I've made...
I decide to take a stand, then regret the price I must pay...

Yet never will I bow to the dollar that's misspent...
Used for the tearing of innocent life from innocent limb...
The whole world can pay whatever it would like...
Yet not I my friend, I would rather die...

Yet it means no way to pay, for the finer things in life...
It means an entire life, without a girls love or the soft whispers of a wife...
The price just may be more than I can bare...
My heart cries continually for the love that is not there...

Who my friends who, can ease my pain I ask...
It is only my God, who will come through for me at last...
The very one who shed His precious blood for me...
Coming in clouds of glory, one day I hope to see...

Yet how can this mere mortal, last even a day or more...
Without the hope of Love, on this God forsaken shore...
Yet nowhere do I see, a heart reach out to mine...
Nowhere do I see, the Love I hope to find...

So face full wet from tears, I will continue on...
While politicians kill our children, with the money they depend on...
How any man can stand to live in this old world...
Is far beyond my understanding, as my heart aches for that one true girl...



#DontUseMyTaxDollarsForYourAbortion!!!

Keep voting for career politicians you blind ones

Quit voting Senators and Governors into the Office of the Presidency.
If you keep voting for career politicians into the many different positions available, you will keep getting a ruling class (in their own little minds) who are controlled by the big money banker types of the world...

We need to get regular folks, with common sense in office...
We need to get the rich fat cats out... We need to get all the people who will succumb to the special interests groups who feed em cash OUT of politics completely...

Sure, there is nothing wrong with a rich person running for office - If their heart is right... There is also nothing wrong with a poor man or woman running for office - If their heart is also right...

If you're still picking a "Left or Right" position politically, then you have fallen right into one of the many holes that were designed specifically for you...
There is no left or right politically.. That is a great big lie designed to keep you divided so you wont EVER focus on the real problem...

Let me put it to ya this way...
Here are just a few of the forms of government in a "Political Spectrum"...
Semantics does not matter here to awful much... Whether you call a form of government - Authoritarian Nationalists, Fascists, or Communists,- doesn't matter much... Most of those examples are merely Oligarchies...

So here it goes... (and I'm sure there are many examples that lie between these few)
There is Anarchy, which is no law or Government

There is a Republic, which is Rule of Law, and is limited government with the people of the nation in charge through a jury of their peers.. A Constitutional Republic is a good example of this...

Then there is a Democracy, which is basically mob rule, with a slight majority deciding everything for everyone... so If 51% say they want your land, or guns, or wife/husband and kids, or YOUR VERY LIFE- they can take it...

Next is an Oligarchy, Which is a small body of people making the rules for that society to live by...

And then a Monarchy... Or a one man show... Very rare indeed... Most Monarchies are actually Oligarchies..
  
Do you really believe that the people in the Executive, Judicial, and Legislative branches of the government are divided??
Do you really believe "Democrats and Republicans" in the Senate are against each other??
You're out of your mind if you believe people in Congress are divided...
Sure, there may be the lone wolf here and there.. They don't last long though...
The truth is most of the people, including the President, are all on the same team...
Anything else you see or hear is all just "Smoke and Mirrors" to keep regular folks like you and me divided, so we don't wake up and figure out that just a few people (compared to 300 million+) need us as slaves to continue the enrichment of a few families and their friends....

Yep, Tyranny is already here in America...
As of today, you can be killed for not buying a product from a private company...
As of today you can be JAILED FOR YOUR ENTIRE LIFE for NO REASON WHATSOEVER...
And those are just two examples of what can now happen to an American citizen in America...
I don't need any more examples to prove that Tyranny is here...

With Obama care - If YOU do NOT purchase health insurance YOU will be fined.. If YOU refuse to pay the fine YOU will be JAILED... If you refuse to go to jail YOU WILL BE SHOT!!!

And the NDAA is self explanatory... 

Anything else you believe on this matter is Bullcrap...
Your taxes plus all the fees you pay are used from anything from lining the pockets of the already rich, to the cult like devil worship involved in the baal and molech type rituals involved in the murder of unborn babies...
Yeppers, they force you to pay for abortions...

If you want an abortion for some reason, go get one... Thats between you, God, and your unborn child... I have no input on your particular situation...
Just DON"T USE MY TAX DOLLARS FOR IT YOU FREAKING MORON!!! Now THAT I DO have input on!!!

Now back to my original point - The boys (and girls) in the government who (in their own little minds) think they are in power are playing a dangerous game...
They own the media, so they shape anyones thoughts who willingly watches the "News"
You would truly have to be blind not to see it...
So good luck with your abject blindness in voting for people who WERE CHOSEN BY THE VERY WOLVES IN OFFICE TODAY for you to vote for :) :) :)

Me? I wont play the game any more... But I will continue to try to wake people up...

Citizens File 10 Articles of Impeachment Against Obama

Citizens File 10 Articles of Impeachment Against Obama
Resolution Impeaching Barack Hussein Obama, President of the United States, for high crimes and misdemeanors.
Resolved, That Barack Hussein Obama, President of the United States, is impeached for high crimes and misdemeanors and that the following articles of impeachment be exhibited to the United States Senate:
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Citizens File 10 Articles of Impeachment Against Obama
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That Barack Hussein Obama, is impeached for high crimes and misdemeanors and that the following articles of impeachment be exhibited to the US Senate:
Resolved, That Barack Hussein Obama, President of the United States, is impeached for high crimes and misdemeanors and that the following articles of impeachment be exhibited to the United States Senate:

Article I
In his conduct while President of the United States,Barack Hussein Obama, in violation of his constitutional oath faithfully to execute the office of President of the United States and, to the best of his ability, preserve, protect and defend the Constitution of the United States, and in violation of his constitutional duty to take care that the laws be faithfully executed, did allow, the transfer of guns, grenades and other weapons to Mexican drug cartels direct from the federal government. This resulted in the deaths of at least 58,000 Mexican nationals and hundreds of Americans.

Article II
Barack Hussein Obama violated numerous laws and violated his constitutional obligation to protect the health and safety of Americans when according to federal court documents in Chicago, he allowed the CIA and Mexican drug cartels to fly planeloads of illegal drugs into that city. As Commander-in-Chief, he has allowed opium production to grow to such an extent that 100,000 people worldwide die every year from heroin overdoses. He has made heroin from Afghanistan so plentiful and cheap in America that the average age of a first time heroin user in America is now just 14 ½ years.

Article III
As Commander-in-Chief, Barack Hussein Obama failed to protect the American consulate in Benghazi Libya which was under attack by armed men for several hours. He also fired naval and army commanders in the area who attempted to come to the aid of men in imminent danger. Four Americans including Ambassador Chris Stevens died that day. He has repeatedly covered up both the affair and the purging of American military officers.

Article IV
As Commander-in-Chief, Barack Hussein Obama has given aid and comfort to America’s enemies. He has given weapons, training, transportation and both financial and diplomatic support to known and listed terrorist groups including but not limited to Al Qaeda, Al Nusra and the Taliban. They are being used by him to attack the people of Syria. In Syria his terrorists have burned mosques and churches. It was his terrorists who destroyed the oldest Christian church in the world. It had been founded in 50 AD. His terrorists beheaded a Christian man and fed his body to dogs. Al Qaeda and other terrorists funded by him have killed more than 40,000 black civilians in Libya after hostilities were over. This has greatly damaged America’s reputation throughout Africa.

Article V
Barack Hussein Obama violated Article II, Section 4 of the Constitution when he allowed his Secretary of Defense Leon Panetta and his Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff Martin Dempsey to testify before Congress telling them they no longer had the power to declare war. He had affirmed this usurpation of Congressional authority since then. This was an insult to the American people who had voted for candidates because they thought these men and women would put an end to wars that were not in the interests of the United States of America.

Article VI
Barack Hussein Obama violated his oath of office to protect and defend the Constitution of the United States when he signed the National Defense Authorization Act of 2012. The NDAA allowed for the arrest and indefinite detention of American citizens without due process and access to either a lawyer or to the courts. No law can repeal the Bill of Rights. This requires an Amendment to the Constitution.

Article VII
Barack Hussein Obama violated American law by ordering the killing of Anwar al-Awlaki, an American citizen, without due process. This was not on a battlefield. This man was acting as an agent of the American government. He had dined in the Pentagon after 911. He was used to recruit Muslims who fit the profile of patsies. His son was also subsequently targeted and killed by a drone.

Article VIII
Barack Hussein Obama is guilty of gross incompetence in his appointments and administration of the Department of Justice, the FBI, the SEC, the CFTC, the FDIC and the Federal Reserve. He said that what the banks have done might be immoral but it clearly was not illegal. That is a lie. It is a criminal offense for a bank to create a false mortgage note to fraudulently lay claim to a home. It is also illegal to give a false rating to worthless bonds knowing that the person who paid for those ratings intended to defraud investors of trillions of dollars. He has allowed banks that laundered money for drug cartels and for terrorists to be given civil fines which were a small fraction of the profits made. And he has allowed these banks to escape criminal prosecution. He has compounded these felonies by giving Bailouts to and accepting campaign contributions from those individuals who committed tens of thousands if not millions of felonies.

Article IX
Barack Hussein Obama violated Congressional authority and intent when he decided to issue an Executive Order to replace the Cyber Security bill which they had rejected. He has given DNS codes to the UN. Foreign nations can now deprive American citizens of their freedoms and properties by taking down access to American websites those nations do not like. This violates the rights of Americans by taking away both their freedom and property without due process.

Article X
Barack Hussein Obama violated Congressional authority by issuing Executive Orders to take away the right of the citizens to bear arms which is guaranteed to then in the Second Amendment of the Bill of Rights. Inalienable rights granted to the people in the Constitution can only be changed by an Amendment. An Executive Order can only be used to carry out acts of Congress and to fulfill his duties as President
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Dark Ages

Darlings are ya ready, For the long winters fall
Said the lady in the parlor
Said the butler in the hall...

Is there time for another, Cried the drunkard in his sleep
Not likely said the little child
Whats done the Lord can keep...

And the vicar stands a-praying
And the television dies
As the white dot flickers and is gone
And no-one stops to cry

Dark ages, Shaking the dead
Closed pages, Better not read
Cold rages, They burn in your head

The big jet rumbles over runway miles
That scar the patchwork green
Where slick tycoons and rich buffoons
have opened up the seam
Of golden nights and champagne flights
Ad-man overkill
And in the haze
Consumer crazed
We take the sugar pill...

Dark ages, Shaking the dead
Closed pages, Better not read
Cold rages, They burn in your head

Jagged fires mark the picket lines
The politicians weep
And mealy mouthed down corridors
of powers on tip-toes creep
Come and see bureaucracy
Make its final heave
And let the new disorder through
While senses take there leave

Dark ages, Shaking the dead
Closed pages, Better not read
Cold rages, They burn in your head

Families screaming line the streets
And put the windows through
In corner shops
Where keepers kept
The country's lifeblood blue
Take their pick
And try the trick
With loaves and fishes shared
And the vicar shouts as the lights go out
And no-one really cares

Dark ages, Shaking the dead
Closed pages, Better not read
Cold rages, They burn in your head

Darlings are ya ready, For the long winters fall
Said the lady in the parlor
Said the butler in the hall...

Dark ages, Shaking the dead
Closed pages, Better not read
Cold rages, They burn in your head
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Thank you to Ian Anderson and  the band Jethro Tull for this piece of artwork in words...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Vn03AaO9UI

Thinking of God

All I can think of is God.
Every thought is drawn to Jesus Christ so strongly it is hard to bear at times...
I cant sleep, for the longing and calling I feel from God on High...
My Lord wakes me, tugging at my heart so gently, yet with such power that nothing in this entire universe that He created could possibly withstand the heart felt urging of my soul towards Him...
And it is He who calls me...
It is my soul that cries out to him in the dark of night with such longing that I cant hold back the tears at times...
He calls me and my entire being aches for Him...
I don't know what to do...
I don't know what to pray...
Yet I do pray...
What little meaningless words they are, which come from my lips, poured out to my Creator before heaven and earth...
Yet He, the Creator of all that is, the One who sustains all life through His will alone, hears me...
How humbling that is...
To know that Jesus Christ, who created all that is, would actually ache to hear from me... And you...
It is amazing the amount of Love that He has for us...

Do you remember the story of the woman at the well?
Do you remember what she said to him? She said this ---
Joh 4:25  The woman saith unto him, I know that Messias cometh, which is called Christ: when he is come, he will tell us all things.

And do you remember what he said to her? He said this ---
Joh 4:26  Jesus saith unto her, I that speak unto thee am he.

Do you know why the word "He" in his answer is in italics in your Bible?
Because it was added to make it easier to understand...
Sometimes these additions can be confusing...
Basically Jesus Christ told the woman at the well that "I Am"
In accordance with the old testament story of Moses at the burning bush where God gave Moses His name to tell the Hebrews in Egypt who He was...
I tell you the truth...
The one you know as Jesus Christ is I Am that I Am... Tell them I Am sent you...
Yeppers... It was Jesus at the burning bush...
How cool is that my friends...

How can my heart ache so...
How can I ever doubt the King of all creation?
Thank God for His grace...
Without it I would be lost forever...

Yes, Thoughts of the Trinity can be confusing...
Yet if one would just think of it in the terms of God being able to be many places at once... In terms of God being not only in this space time continuum  that we live in, but also outside of it (if one can get past the word "outside" when thinking of such things) then it becomes much easier to grasp how Jesus could pray to his Father, and be His Father too...

It becomes much easier to grasp how He could make himself human, and not have one drop of fallen human blood in Himself, so that He could be the perfect sacrifice for our sake...
Yet lets not forget that His taking on of our sins is not the entire gospel... The transference of Our sins to Jesus Christ is really only half of the gospel...
The other half is His innocence and grace is transferred to us!!! We are made worthy of all that Jesus Christ has to offer!!!
And we MUST remember that the creator of all that is has no limits on or in or outside of this universe...
For all that is, is His... And therefore all that is, is ours...
All we need do is believe in Him... All we need do is accept what our Lord freely offers to us...

Mat 25:31  When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:
Mat 25:32  And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
Mat 25:33  And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
Mat 25:34  Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
Mat 25:35  For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
Mat 25:36  Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
Mat 25:37  Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
Mat 25:38  When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
Mat 25:39  Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
Mat 25:40  And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
Mat 25:41  Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
Mat 25:42  For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:
Mat 25:43  I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.
Mat 25:44  Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?
Mat 25:45  Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.
Mat 25:46  And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Silken Cords

Although I'm alone now, my heart it does feel
That she is yet out there, waiting to hear
The sound of my heartbeat, right next to hers
as I tie her up gently, with loves silken cords

Silken cords, of heavens delight
Tied up for our pleasure, all through the night
Softly moaning, with caresses so fair
The feel of my hands, in her soft silky hair

I love her so much, my heart bursts with delight
As I continue to please her, all through the night
Calling out to all heaven, our hearts become one
As our bodies press closer, closed eyes see the sun

Loving her softly, gentle and slow
Hearing her voice as she shudders and moans
I know she resists it, in her heart she is pure
Then she gives in, with a soft gentle purr

Kissing me deeply, as I touch her just right
Throbbing and moaning, with sweet loves delight
As we explode, like fire in the night
My heart it just melts, in silken cords of delight

When my Lord when, will I meet this dream girl
When my Lord when, will she give me her all
How long till we're married, how long till she calls
My heart may burst waiting, for her touch on my arm

I love you so deeply, honest and true
I love you with everything, exploding in you
My heart is just melting, waiting for her
To come and just take me, in her loves silken cords

Whether or not

The Love that I feel, so deep inside...
Aches to come out, into the light...
Yet no-one I know, is ready for me...
Since I have let go, and I choose to be free...

Ever since I, chose Christ you see...
My thoughts have been different, than most other peeps...
I no longer see, why I should work...
To bring others wealth, while my family hurts...

So now I trust God, for all my income...
I live day by day, no security for her...
Although I've met some, with whom I did love...
Not having a good job, turns most away from my heart...

So now I wait, on my Lord to provide...
Not only my meals, but a love by my side...
I have no idea, whether she will come in this life...
But I trust my Lord Christ, will some day provide...

An amazingly beautiful, loving wife just for me...
Someone I'll love, for all eternity...
With a way to provide, all she desires...
We will make love forever, while my Lord Jesus smiles...

A family so loving, no-one can deny...
That its God who provides, everything in this life...
A fun loving filled life, with all it's ups and it's downs...
Yet even the hard times, will hardly ever see us frown...

Because we will both know, as will our young...
That it's God who provides, all that we have...
Even in good times, and especially in bad...
It's Christ we do wait on, while I hold her loving hands...

My heart it does ache, being so lonely at night...
Yet Christ eases the pain, lets me know He's by my side...
So whether or not, she comes in this life...
I always do know, I'll forever have Christ...